My brain needs some form of exercising. Within the past three months whilst at this new job my brain has not functioned properly and I feel like such an idiot for not understanding half of the work I should be doing. This could be due to the limited training. But I always point fingers at myself because I’m not a positive person. So my brain isn’t working. I R thicko.
It’s not a long contract either. It’s around six months long. So I’m wondering if I’ve just switched off altogether, knowing full well that there is no need to learn the entire process of my work due to the level of time on the contract itself.
There is no need to start looking for something new now, thanks to the holiday period. But I’d rather not leave it too late.
I’ve realised after my last few jobs that office work is not my thing. I would love to do something creative again. Having not done anything creative in such a long time, I wouldn’t know where to begin again. I would like to restart all over again.
Would ask for help on the matter, but then again I’ve been one to follow instructions. And maybe its best I don’t follow any.